Soft Opening
So this won’t be my full debrief of my NOLS course. I’m not sure I could even write that, at least not for awhile. Here is what I’ve noticed about myself upon returning.
1. I’m softer? more open at least. Fontanna said that my energy was closer to what it’s meant to be.
2. I am far more deeply affected by music.
3. I am more present in everyday life, Fontanna used to say that it was like I was sitting in the balcony watching my life play out on stage.
4. I’m more comfortable.
5. I’m unimpressed with my life here. It’s nice, but I feel as if I need a more dynamic environment to hold my interest.
6. I have less focus on the endgame in this interim time here.
7. So yeah I think I’m a better person, but I’m not sure how I’ll do.
8. I still fiend for genuine human interaction
